wth am i doing with my life.
neet to get my shit together.
no one wants to hire me:(
I hate to come off as “the only child living off of her parents, not even working & fcking spoiled” because that’s seriously EMBARRASSING. I’m already ashamed that I cant find a job myself. blaaah.
I’ve been applying to jobs, trying to look for ones that are suitable for the little experience that i do have, but it’s sooo damn difficult.
Next order of business, school. I’ve been doing fairly good. However, I need to start moving myself into the direction I need to be going. I plan to join the accounting club next semester, so it’ll hopefully start up my networking and probably get an internship that’ll hopefully turn into a job(: Well that’s the plan.
Need to get everything situated so that I’ll hopefully be ready to move to Oahu I graduate. Or as a start, move out and live on my own.
I realized lately that me being the baby of the cousins, made me act and feel like a baby till this day. I’m turning 20 this year! WTF. And I’m too much of a pussy to drive over to Kona. like seriously jeri?! I need to grow the fuck up and get it into my head that i’ll no longer be a teen, and start acting like a mature adult that I should be.
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here to blog. forgot my sn n shit for the new LJ i made -___-
but i shall write stuff next time. need to go back to studying.
ok so what no one tells you about bisexuality is that you don’t sit calmly and statically in the middle of the kinsey scale instead you’re swINGING ON A MOTHERFUCKING PENDULUM BACK AND FORTH HANGING ON FOR DEAR LIFE
